I signed up for 12 personal training sessions and I began working with the trainer at the beginning of April. I went into this with the primary goal of gaining my strength back and to lose some of the weight that I had gained. I really didn't expect to lose a lot of weight because I just wasn't very confident in myself. I definitely wanted to get toned again, though.
Before I attended my first training session, the trainer told me to start a food journal. She also said she would weigh me every week. I thought that was odd at first because I had never been asked to keep track of what I was consuming. I had worked with a personal trainer several years ago but we really didn't do anything beyond the personal training. That trainer would work me out and that was it until the next time. And she never weighed or measured me. (She really was good for me at that time, though, as I learned to enjoy becoming fit and I became stronger.)
So, this food journal and weekly weigh-in idea was new to me. But, I was determined to get back into shape no matter what it took. I started to keep track of everything I consumed. The trainer, Tammy, also encouraged me to be aware of the sugar content of what I was eating and drinking. Even though I was buying what I thought were healthy choices, I soon discovered that I was consuming a lot of sugar and carbs. Since I have lactose intolerance, I was buying coconut milk ice cream and an organic sorbet instead of regular ice cream. It turns out that those items have a very high amount of sugar per serving. My favorite organic granola bars also have a high amount of sugar. That food journal really was a great idea! As soon as I realized how much sugar I was eating, I quit buying those so-called healthier foods. Not only did I cut back on the sugar consumption, I also cut back on the carbs. It was not easy in the beginning. Those first 2 weeks had me questioning if I could even do this. I felt like like throwing in the towel at one point. I even got mad at the hubster when he brought home a dozen donuts (my weakness) soon after I started my new journey. I wanted to cry. Actually, I did cry one day because I was so frustrated that I was craving sugar so badly but I also wanted to get back into shape and get healthy again. My weigh-in the next week at my second training session gave me the boost I needed to keep fighting against the addiction to sugar. By the end of the second week, I realized that my craving for sugary foods was decreasing and on top of that, my desire for carbs was almost gone. I now understand what people mean when they say that sugar addiction is like a drug addiction. My body went through withdrawal from sugar. Keeping that food journal made a huge difference and kept me accountable. I am now eating clean at least 80%, if not more. It feels so good, too.
In addition to the personal training, Tammy encouraged me to consider attending a variety of the other group exercise classes offered at the Y. I soon added to my repertoire of classes. I was becoming stronger and the weight was coming off. I was feeling more and more encouraged each week as I weighed in with Tammy. I still enjoy Zumba but my new favorite classes are PiYo and Body Pump. I recently took a step class and was immediately hooked.
Tammy is a fantastic trainer. She's a great listener and encourager. She has helped me to meet new friends at that Y. She has shown a true interest in me, not only as a client but as a friend, too. She has also inspired me to consider renewing my AFAA certification so I can teach exercise classes. My new friends at the Y have also been very kind toward me and have encouraged me as they can see how much I've changed just in the last nearly 3 months.
I am so thankful that I did not terminate my gym membership at the Y. I really believe that if I had quit the Y and joined another gym, I would not be where I am today. Would another trainer have had me keep a food journal so that I could see exactly what I was consuming? Would they have been as encouraging, yet challenging, as my current trainer? I don't know. I do know that the timing of how everything fell into place was perfect. If I didn't have my sleep apnea treated, I wouldn't have had the energy to join Gloria at that very first Body Pump class. If I had not attended that class with Gloria, I probably would have never tried it and known how much I really like it. If I had not liked that class so much, I probably would never have signed up for personal training and my poor husband would still be wracking his brains trying to figure out what to give me as a birthday gift.
Since all of this began, I feel like I have a new outlook on life now. I'm sleeping better, I'm eating better, I have energy to do more things with my kids. I feel healthier. I feel like I have a little family among my new friends, friends who don't care if I don't fit a particular mold. (I'm really missing them a lot right now as I'm in Florida for several weeks.)
The best part of this journey, so far? The loss of 25 pounds since my last physical in December. I have to admit that I'm amazed at the difference. I'm determined to continue the clean eating lifestyle and working out. My next goal is to renew my AFAA and teach my 2 favorite groups of people, the special needs and the senior populations.